Showing posts with label Yoga. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Yoga. Show all posts

Monday, August 5, 2013

A Libra and her throat chakra



Vishuddha (throat) chakra is known as the purification centre. In its more abstract form, it is associated with higher discrimination, and it is associated with creativity and self-expression. When Vishuddha is closed, we undergo decay and death. When it is open, negative experiences are transformed into wisdom and learning. Guilty feeling is the most prominent reason for this chakra to block the Kundalini Energy moving upwards. - wikipedia

I'm a Libra, the sign of the scales and I'm constantly striving for balance. Personally speaking, I think I do a good job maintaining balance but this could be because how I go about obtaining balance is a constant thread in my daily life. Too much work, I find time to play. Feeling confused, I make time to meditate. Not treating my body as good as I can, I take note and take steps to fix that - like more yoga, less indulgence, more water. Of course, life ebbs and flows and things get out of balance regardless of our best efforts to avoid it. Recently I came across, "A balanced Libra is naturally and deeply concerned with the processes of giving and receiving love". This is so right on and why I have subconsciously (and consciously) adopted One Love, One Life as my mantra. One Love, One Heart, One God, and so on. It's all love, we are one, and love is my religion. I mean, God is love, right? Makes sense to me!

I digress... Seeking balance has led me to know this about myself: My throat chakra is easily put off of balance. It's hard to explain, but it sort of feels like a lump in my throat. It's restricted and tight and my shoulders knot up. This summer I've been paying special attention to that fact and doing a few healing techniques to keep things in check such as singing, dancing to music, humming, listening to the wind chime outside which is tuned to "A", meditating on the color sky blue, blogging (journaling), and reading out loud. I'll admit, most of my singing, dancing, and reading out loud is for Asher but I've being doing it more frequently, keeping in mind that all of those vibrations are healing for me too.


I found this information on the Fifth Chakra or Vishuddha, on the Om Times website: and Awareawakening.com
The throat chakra is located in the neck, and operates from an awareness of others and the development of love and compassion. This is the place where your authentic voice is expressed. The throat is a meeting place where you assimilate what is brought in from the outside and a departure point for your thoughts and feelings. This chakra may also be linked to addictive behavior. If you suppress your true feeling or ignore deeper pain issues you will need a coping mechanism to self-sooth. The throat chakra is also a bridge between body and head. When it is open there is clear communication between mind and heart. There it balances compassion, wisdom and thought, feeling and giving and receiving. If open this chakra can transform negative to positive and heal your inner wounds. The archetypes for this chakra are silent child and communicator.
Silent child suppress its emotions and feelings. The unexpressed feelings include frustration, anger and violence. It chooses to hold on to feelings rather than to express them and does not want to expose its hurt, pain, anger and possibly abuse. Sometimes these emotions can be channeled to a creative outlet. It is also possible that they may remain unexpressed and stagnate and fester.  It may try to cope with its pain by using drugs, nicotine, food and alcohol to lessen its feelings. It learns to feel safe by locking away and hiding feelings or masking them with humor. Locking these feelings away rather than expressing, weakens the energy of this chakra. It fears experiencing the pain as well as opening the possibility of rejection and further hurt.  Swallowing away words and feelings the silent child closes its energy center and weakens its life force. This archetype struggles to make itself heard and to feel it matters. It finds outlets for expression in creative arts, such as dancing, acting or music. Feeling less important than those around it, makes it difficult to communicate needs and feelings. Those feelings can turn to rage and grief. These feelings along with frustration from never being heard, sinks down into its consciousness. It is in mourning the loss of self that the silent child begins to heal. It learns to speak up and be heard. Because feelings have been held back for so long the first sounds silent child makes may be grunts, groans and tantrums. They reflect the original wounding of not feeling seen, heard and loved. Creative expression may be to easiest first steps towards authentic expression of self. This would allow silent child to open the door and express the energy that has been held and suppressed. There it has the opportunity to express its individuality, inner truth and find the freedom to communicate while releasing and transforming pain.
The Communicator has taken responsibility for expressing how it feels, what it needs and what it wants from life. It has learned how this dissipates negative energy and allows more positive energy in. Speaking up and being heard allows direct connection to higher self. The communicator speaks from higher self and expresses itself with clarity and purpose. It has acknowledged that gossip, criticism, and cursing is negative expression that does not support its development. Negative expression can wound well-being. The communicator is mindful of the words it chooses, in both what it says and what it absorbs. It is sincere and always chooses the right action.  The communicator stands by its word and is trust worthy, and has personal integrity. It overcomes all negativity by being direct, honest and positive. It understands the healing power of the spoken word.  Speaking from both mind and heart it is able to communicate its feelings and thoughts in a way that empowers both itself and the listener. It understands its inner truth and recognizes the free will of others, thus it never tries to manipulate or force others. It instead clearly communicates with others and supports the well-being of all. - Lynn Zambrano R.N.
How to clear and balance your throat chakra:
Using the voice is an obvious tool to balance this chakra. Sing songs, hum the mantra HAM or any sounds you like, breathe consciously and feel the air in your airways. Express your feelings and thoughts, give your opinion. Take time to listen to what others have to say in a conversation. If the weather is clear, go outside and gaze at the clear blue sky. Otherwise use blue images or artworks or materials as color therapy.

By tuning into and listening to what my body is telling me, sometimes the problem becomes quite clear. If only I always had the clarity and introspection to stop and listen, but life gets in the way, right?! I've learned most of these tuning in and balancing skills through practicing yoga over the past 15 years or so... which reminds me I really owe myself some time on my mat!

Namaste.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Powerful creatress, living in the matrix

I am so powerful and I am the one I've been waiting for. 
This is my mantra.

I'm so thankful Uma shared this song with me. I just LOVE it. Everyone struggles with their own inner battles. For me, it's the sense of fear of just what I am capable of that holds me back at times. Why is that? I fear failure I suppose, but even more I fear what great success brings. What happens if I really achieve all that I seek to? Will I be able to celebrate in the moment, to accept all the blessings, and know that I am the creator of such happiness? 

we will all manifest
we will all rise
raising our consciousness
opening our eyes

I'm sending this one out to all the powerful women out there!  I love the lyrics and want to share them with you! Sometimes we just need to be reminded of our own strength!

"Existence” Lyrics
Shylah Ray Sunshine feat Mother Medicine

ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh
stepping out of righteousness
recognizing oneness
no separation of you and I of that of this
we are playing one game
everyone wins the same
I allow all things to exist today
I allow all things
to exist in their own way
I exist in my own way
and I am
powerful creatress
living in the matrix
source of all wisdom
endless bliss queendom
we will all manifest
we will all rise
raising our consciousness
opening our eyes
we can do anything as long as we try
who ever said that the mirror was the sky
I have a dream and I’m living it everyday
learning not to ever feel scared and knowing
oh and I’m reaching in myself and
oh the smile what I am feeling
know that you are God
and God is love
when you pray do you pray to above
when you pray do you pray below
when you pray you can pray to yourself
because you know that
you are so powerful
you are the one you’ve been waiting for
you are so powerful
you are the one you’ve been waiting for
just want to be aware of
nothing to be scared of
we have a relationship with spirit
gotta find the instinct
intuition don’t think
you are living this life alone oh no
we were born into a world so blessed
we’ve got to slow down and not move too fast
we have been given the gift of life
blessed are these days and sacred our these nights
oh and I’m reaching in my soul
oh just I know that I knew I know
we are a part of a circle of family
and how long will it take for us to see
and how long will it take for us to be
and what more could we possibly think we need to speak
we are so powerful
we are the ones we’ve been waiting for
we are so powerful
we are the ones we’ve been waiting for
I am so powerful and
I am the one I’ve been waiting for
I am so powerful and
I am the one I’ve been waiting for
I am so powerful
I am the one I’ve been waiting for
I am so powerful
I am the one I’ve been waiting for
I am so powerful
I am the one

Friday, July 12, 2013

A spiritual cup o'joe this morning

Check out my new blog-spot. We finally got our patio set after finally getting our backyard landscaped. I sat here this morning after the boy went down for a nap and it was... pure peace. The wind chimes and leaves blowing in the wind, warm coffee and just me alone with my thoughts. Someone pinch me!  Since I'd like to keep up the blogging, I think I'll carve out a moment here each morning for yoga and writing. Summer only lasts so long so I'd better take advantage. Plus...




I've been doing some soul searching this summer. Some spiritual journey is taking place within and all I know about it yet is that it's just. the. beginning. I haven't really told anyone but God about these feelings and yet here I am putting it on a blog post. This is part of the process, to help me feel it through. To help me filter through all the universe is bringing into my life and what I'm giving back in return. Over the years I've lost touch with spirituality and I think that is because I always try to define it, what is my religion and what are the bones of it, instead of just going with my intuition. What are the beliefs in our home? What do we stand for, but more, what do we DO and how do we live? Church was a part of my life growing up but it is not where I go to feel spiritual and to bring God in my life.  I believe in God and I want to deepen my faith and foster spiritual growth so that I can share that with my son and teach him what I know to be true in my heart. A long time friend, Uma, sent me a link to a song today, here it is.  It was just what I was seeking and helped me get to a place I've been trying to find again. One lesson I have relearned as of late, is that if you call to God, God will hear you. It's all up to you if you are open and ready to receive the response.

So, are you listening?

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Wednesday

Work has been busy! 2011 has already been productive and I am thankful :)

I've taken up some new challenges. Have you?

I'm on the "Triple triple" challenge with Scott Anderson of Warrior Academy and Vital yoga. In 2011 I aim to have given 100 thank you's, have 100 yoga classes under my belt, and have given 100 hours to self improvement.

My calendar is out and I'm excited for this!

Join me?

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Sunday

The past two days have been very much fall. We rose this morning to do yoga at Sloans Lake. The sun was peaking out but gave way to the low lying clouds that drizzled us with rain. The breeze was cold but gentle and we attempted to create heat through our practice. I can only speak for myself - my toes were cold but my heart big and warm. I think we all felt warm inside. Our yoga teacher actually thanked US for coming to class... on her wedding day!

Today Todd Raabe and Angela McLinden are getting married! 10/10/10. It's overcast and damp out but I'm sure they will have a magical day - sharing their wedding vows at Chautauqua park in Boulder with their 4 teenage boys :)

As for Geoffrey and I, we stopped by Toast (a small liquor & wine store on 23rd St. near Sloan's Lake) for some red wine for the afternoon. Then to get ingredients for a chicken and rice baked casserole. Home with some blankets, a little football, a hot casserole in the oven - the fireplace is on for the first time this season and I welcome it with open arms. The season to be thankful! :) I am thankful for my sleepy cuddly puppy, a warm home when its cold outside, food for our souls, our yoga practice that keeps us in touch, and beautiful sweet friends to share this life with.

~N~